Run for it......

You know those days when really nothing in the world has gone wrong but yet you feel awful. Today is one of those days the kind of day where you just wish you could figure out what the Hell is wrong with you. So you think to yourself well of course for me, my weight, procrastination, time management horrible mothering skills and being the most awful daughter to my dad are the first to come to my mind but those are not the kinds of things I am talking about here. Today its just about being the worst person to yourself. Forgetting that you need you time. The kind of time where you do read a book or craft, watch that favorite movie that you have been missing so much. Taking that time to be with your Best Friend......which I hope for most of you is yourself.. I am the worst best friend really I am. I am way to self centered and forget about the important things that I truly need to function. I talk about it all the time. YOU NEED TO SING!!!!! Do I do it no....OK I sing in the shower or in the car but that doesn't count. I need to sing with people or for a purpose because when I do. I am myself I am ME again!!............ Why do we let go of things that were so important to us in our past that we lose ourselves in the future? don't we care about how we will feel then or do we really just think that we will never let it get that bad.....then the day comes 6 years later and your dying inside, your soul needs to sing and the cruel thing is you have lost your voice and I mean that literally. Its winter and you can hardly talk let alone sing. So you lay in your bed at 2 in morning crying because you have no voice........So my Friends the Question is why are we so mean to our best friend? Our Self......You are always invited to be yourself so come to the party